Sam's blog,
Put a Pen to Paper revolves around her writing. She writes fanfiction as well as her own original works. She is currently working on a fiction novel about four college students who find out they are the children of four Archangels. You can find a excerpt
HERE.
Today, Sam has so graciously contributed a guest post about her writing and what it means to her.
Me
the Writer
I am a writer because…I know I can’t put it
down in one sentence. It’s not very hard to explain why I am a writer; in fact
the reasons are, for the most part, pretty obvious. My creativity comes from
somewhere I believe that I haven’t even been to sometimes. From time to time I
don’t think I’m that creative, and I just sit around wondering why I love so
much to put a pen to paper and write. I guess for me it’s an outlet; for fear,
anger, sadness, any overwhelming emotion that I happen to be feeling at that
second. Also because when I first started writing I thought it would make me
stand out more. When I began writing it was so original, not many people could
go “I’m writing a novel” and then every other person I came across was writing
a novel they too dreamt of getting published and I felt a little less special
every time. Still those aren’t the real reasons for my writing obsession and my
creativity. The real reason that I’m a writer is because it is who I am; it is
how I was made. We are all born with passions and one of mine just happens to
be writing.
I write to help me feel, to help me express,
and even to help other people understand me. There are times in my life when I
have trouble rationalizing or explaining myself and when that happens the only
thing I can think to do it write it out. When I write I can express my feelings
better than I ever could out loud; I know that may be corny, unoriginal and
hard to believe considering that I was also blessed with the gift of gab. I can
write almost anything as long as I have an idea or a thought to go off of, but
talking…well sometimes I can talk all I want and it still gets me nowhere, sometimes
I talk and talk but never say a useful word. When I write however, I can get it all down
and hashed out and usually my meaning can be found. I can bear my soul as a
writer and I can choose weather I want to show people or hide it. As a person I
am an open book, my emotions are right out there for anyone to see but when I
write I can close and lock that book and no one can see anything I don’t want
them to. Then, if and when I choose to, I can open up to only my closest and
most trusted friends.
My writing defines me, tells my story, and
reveals things about who I am. I am many other things besides a writer; I act,
I sing, I dance, I love to read, I love photography, but writing seems to trump
them all. Let me put it another way, writing and acting are always fighting for
dominance of my heart andIn a
dream I had once I was a famous actress and writer and I was asked in an
interview which I loved more acting or writing. In the dream I gave an answer
that I will now be giving forever, if I am ever asked. "Writing is in my
blood, it flows through me, keeps me going, and gives me life, but acting for
me is like breathing; and without breath in the body, the blood won't move,
won't pump and will die. So writing runs all through me, but without acting, I
wouldn't be much of a writer either." in a dream I had once
I was a famous actress and writer and I was asked in an interview which I loved
more. In the dream I gave an answer that I will now be giving forever, if I am
ever asked. "Writing is in my blood, it flows through me, keeps me going,
and gives me life, but acting for me is like breathing; and without breath in the
body, the blood won't move, won't pump and will die. So writing runs all
through me, but without acting, I wouldn't be much of a writer either." So
there are many facets to me as well, and I can’t be placed into one category.In a dream I had once I was a famous
actress and writer and I was asked in an interview which I loved more acting or
writing. In the dream I gave an answer that I will now be giving forever, if I
am ever asked. "Writing is in my blood, it flows through me, keeps me
going, and gives me life, but acting for me is like breathing; and without
breath in the body, the blood won't move, won't pump and will die. So writing
runs all through me, but without acting, I wouldn't be much of a writer
either." In a dream I had once I was a famous actress and writer and I was asked in
an interview which I loved more acting or writing. In the dream I gave an
answer that I will now be giving forever, if I am ever asked. "Writing is
in my blood, it flows through me, keeps me going, and gives me life, but acting
for me is like breathing; and without breath in the body, the blood won't move,
won't pump and will die. So writing runs all through me, but without acting, I
wouldn't be much of a writer either."I’m just a girl, a
little complicated, a little lost, trying to find my own way so don’t try to
get me to find yours. I can’t be told what to write, or force-fed an idea, I
have to find it on my own.
That’s what really makes me a writer, all
this happens in my head; my thoughts come alive with worlds, and characters,
and words that seem as real to me as the pen in my hand. I put myself into my
writing; I live my stories. I feel the pain, go through the experiences and
become each character that I create. Sometimes my wonderful friends make
appearances in my stories or become characters themselves, our conversations
and jokes adding to plotlines or giving us a laugh. From time to time my demons
even follow me inside of the pages where a hero can fight them off for me.
I know that this must all sound very corny,
naïve, and fairytale-ish but I have a feeling that many other authors might
feel the same way I do about what they write, and why they write. I’m sure
every writer questions why they love to do what they do, but we can’t live
without it, it is in our blood. I live to write, I speak through my writing so
that in a way my writing is me. I am a creative person who was given a passion
and I will continue to be a slave to my passion for writing as long as I have
an idea in my head, paper in a notebook and a pen in my hand.